All I wanted was a smile,all I wanted was a kiss
All I wanted was to know that I`m the one that you would miss
I`m the one living in bliss,`cause my ignorance is shared
With the rest of you,but I don`t really think that it was fair
For you to keep me like a puppet on a string
At your fingertips,dangling,with something new to sing
I wanna love her,but it`s better if I don`t
Take a listen to the letter that she wrote and it goes
Hi,I know it`s been a long time now
And part of you is itching to
Talk to me just to find out
How I`m doing ,who I am seeing
Who I`m fucking,but it`s none of your concern,
Because seemingly you`re something of a bug,
But just to save a little face
Here`s some generousity from me to you
So pick a place in my life ,
But never in my heart
`Cause I love it when you`re broken
In the setting of the dark
Spit it out and tell me why you wanna see me
I`ve been distant for a reason,
`Cause I`m trying to make it easier
For you...Yeah,I`ve been seeing someone now
That is better and more clever than you ever could assume
It`s realitty,so pick your battles `cause you`re lost
It`s a complex story with a chapter that`ll cost you a lot
The plot has been thickening since the start
Let it go,walk alone and wuit picking this apart
See,all I wanted was a life with you
I never knew...
You were so cruel...I`m sorry
I hope you`re happy with the choise you`ve made
I was afraid...to let you fade...I`m sorry
What up,I know you didn`t wanna hear from me
But this is merely a reply to you
It`s appearing to be worthless ,
Take a purpose and a keepsake
You can have your shit back
Forever we will breath hate
Fuck opinion,it`s a matter of fact
So matter of fact,you`d better pick a happier path
Get off mine,and in due time you might see
That no one`s ever gonna be loving you better,right ?
It`s ripe for the picking,I`m picking it apart
But you`re swimming in a sea of emotion and I`m a shark
I`m finna bite back,you think you really know me
But it`s colder on this level of loneliness,
Don`t console me with your patronage
I never needed you to pity me
So don`t believe for a second that I`m in that vicinity
They say the remedy is to never hold a grudge
But I`m stuck in my position yo,and never will I budge
See,all I wanted was a life with you
I never knew...
You were so cruel...I`m sorry
I hope you`re happy with the choise you`ve made
I was afraid...to let you fade...I`m sorry
[x2] Love me,hate me,fuck me,break me
Judge me,take me as I am faithfully
Have me,lose me,smack me,soothe me
I`ll happily consume every last bit of cruelty
See,all I wanted was a life with you
I never knew...
You were so cruel...I`m sorry
I hope you`re happy with the choise you`ve made
I was afraid...to let you fade...I`m sorry.

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